Ah, the warm glow of a panic attack. Waking up at 3:00 am feeling like its 2000 degrees with total dread in the heart. Fall into YouTube trying to take my mind off things and strip to cool down. An hour passes and I get to see 4:00 am wide awake and the fire just starting to go out. Sweat turning icy. A little relief but still full of whatever neurotransmitter or hormone that makes dread real. 5:00am, just in time to get 30 minutes of sleep. Three and a half hours in total.
Just an average Tuesday. Weeeeeeeee.