Nothing and Irritation

Oh, my goodness.  I am a guy who has moderate to low emotions most of the time.  In fact, most of my life. Now on medication, fluctuations in serotonin, and depression I get to enjoy a plethora of feelings I never really had in the past. Again, it may not seem unusual to most, but, I have never really been like this so its like I am in someone else’s emotions.

Today I felt empty.  Depression’s name gives the false idea that you are sad when most of the time you just feel – nothing.  And nothing is bearable. The only sucky part is when I have to interface with others.  I go from no feeling to 100% irritated. So, to spare those around me, I have been avoiding people for most of the day.

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